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john4525 · Wysłany: Śro 1:21, 02 Mar 2011 Temat postu: m off or not

m off or not?”
“I don’t. But even if I didit’s now an unalterable part of the history of the universe and
I can’t do a thing about it.” I help myself to a doughnut. It’s a Bismarckmy favorite. The
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frosting is melting in the sun a littleand it sticks to my fingers.
Clare finishes her doughnutrolls up the cuffs of her jeans and sits cross-legged. She
scratches her neck and looks at me with annoyance. “Now you’re making me self-conscious. I
feel like every time I blow my nose it’s a historic event.”
“Wellit is.”
She rolls her eyes. “What’s the opposite of determinism?”
“Chaos.”
“Oh. I don’t think I like that. Do you like that?”
I take a big bite out of the Bismarck and consider chaos. “WellI do and I don’t. Chaos is
more freedom; in facttotal freedom. But no meaning. I want to be free to actand I also want
my actions to mean something.”
“ButHenryyou’re forgetting about God—why can’t there be a God who makes it mean
something?” Clare frowns earnestlyand looks away across the Meadow as she speaks.
I pop the last of the Bismarck into my mouth and chew slowly to gain time. Whenever Clare
mentions God my palms start to sweat and I have an urge to hide o [link widoczny dla zalogowanych]yilai:
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